steal-sheep

My buttons are so sensitive and my volume is peaked. I'll spend the rest of my life contemplating this single moment; perpetual overstimulation. My actions turn into reactions, and my memories into a dreadful clairvoyance of the seemingly inevitable. I take out a new psychological loan first thing each morning, with no intention of ever paying off my debt. And once my credit is bankrupt, they can do with me what they will. ----------- Reading, for me, is a means of distraction and also reflection. My life sits in the back seat while the text steers and my mind propels. My life, experience, and subconscious thought sits idly looking out th

well i've just returned from my trip to the west indies to negotiate trade with them - you know, just some of their native crap: musical instruments and some of their local arts and crafts and junk. usually that stuff makes good money back here but lately people would rather spend their good money on heat & electricity. after catching the largest fish and the worst flu in Nepal last spring, i came home stuffed and found a notice from the Nobel peace foundation that I had been nominated and won the prize during my stay in Nepal. That was what led to my sudden absence here, online, and there, in life, because naturally, I had to flee to the we

I remember getting intimidated and busted at age 13 by the police. I remember my friend Tate Bryan getting shot in the back in Tampa, FL for his first-offense burglary. I remember the police firing at the crowds and killing children cause they were the wrong color. I remember the narcs from my high school trying to set me up for a big fall. I remember the police bringing dogs into our school and sniffing away my rights. The police is the klan is the mafia and they're out for me, and soon they're going to be out to get you, so you better get going if you know it's good for you and take your stand. MDC MDC MDC MDC stands against the poli